Living life with multiple chronic illnesses…. and some other stuff!

I no longer have patience

Wise words.

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“I no longer have patience for certain things, not because I’ve become arrogant, but simply because I reached a point in my life where I do not want to waste more time with what displeases me or hurts me. I have no patience for cynicism, excessive criticism and demands of any nature. I lost the will to please those who do not like me, to love those who do not love me and to smile at those who do not want to smile at me. I no longer spend a single minute on those who lie or want to manipulate. I decided not to coexist anymore with pretense, hypocrisy, dishonesty and cheap praise. I do not tolerate selective erudition nor academic arrogance. I do not adjust either to popular gossiping. I hate conflict and comparisons. I believe in a world of opposites and that’s why I avoid people with…

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…And the Verdict Is

Hello everyone! Today I had my appointment with my autonomic specialist to go over the results of all those test I had done last month! I absolutely love this doctor! He’s thorough and explains things really well.

My Level 3 cardiopulmonary stress test showed that I have low filling pressures and output. This means that when the heart fills with blood there’s supposed to be a certain amount of pressure to propel it out and to the rest of the body. My pressures are too low, and drop even lower (more than 60%) during exercise. This leads to low blood volume and causes all the symptoms. It’s consistent with veinous insufficiency. To try to treat this we are going to try really low doses of a few meds I’ve tried in the past (there’s only a handful of drugs out there to help this issue). The goal is to get to an effective therapeutic dose without causing any major side effects. We’re starting with a really low dose of Florinef, and will check in with the doctor in a week to see how things are going. If there isn’t much improvement we may try a super low dose of Mestinon, and the third drug to try is Midodrine. We have to be really careful because my Diastolic (bottom number) blood pressure is high whereas my Systolic (top number) is on the low-normal end. We don’t want to cause any hypertension.

The next thing is that my skin biopsy to look for small fiber neuropathy showed severe neuropathy. I’m in the <1% which means that my nerve fibers were barely detectable, which is really interesting since my last skin biopsy 3 years ago was normal. This absolutely suggests an autoimmune type autonomic disease. We’re going to do a second skin biopsy to test specifically for autoimmune reaction against the nerve fibers. If this is positive, which we are hoping for, I can start IVIG treatments to hopefully reverse the damage. My dr said that he has about 20 patients that present like I do and one in particular had improved so much that she is now able to be off of most of her meds! Granted, I will still be one a certain amount of medication because of the EDS related symptoms, but we’re hoping things will improve enough so that my GI motility improves and my energy levels improve so that I can start walking and being more active. I feel really hopeful about all this!

Surgery? Nope, just kidding… for now.

As promised, here’s the “Part 2” from the last post. But first, and update on the autonomic anomaly that I am.

I went to see my Cardiologist/Autonomic Rock Star and he actually shed some light one quite a bit.  He said there is some definite signs of small fiber neuropathy going on. The small nerve fibers are what is responsible for all those involuntary bodily functions like breathing, temperature, regulation, cardiovascular function, and digestion. Yep, digestion! To be fair, we figured that my digestion and motility issues were partly autonomic in nature. It usually is for us EDSers. The bigger question was what was going on with my autonomic nervous system in the first place. Dr. Autonomic Rock Star said that given my symptoms, the fact that I don’t seem to fit the typical/more common type of autonomic disorders, and that my symptoms came on relatively quickly compared to most autonomic disorders, he really thinks that what I may have going on is actually autoimmune in nature.

Autonomic Nervous System: Parasympathetic & Sympathetic

He said that if it turns out it is autoimmune, there are treatments available that could help relieve the symptoms, possibly even help improve my intestinal transit. So before I have surgery, he wants me to under go a series of tests. Some blood work to check for antibodies against the cardiovascular system and the digestive system, sweat test as autonomic disorders can cause issues with sweating properly, skin biopsy to look at the small nerve fibers, and something called a Level 3 Cardio-Pulmonary Test.

The blood work was done in the office, no biggie. The sweat test will be done at the same time as the Level 3, I think. The skin biopsy was last week, but is, and deserves, a whole other post of its own. The Level 3 will be this coming Tuesday, and I have to say, I’m a bit nervous about this one as it involves a catheter placed through the jugular vein and goes into the heart and lungs. Oh yea, and I have to be AWAKE for this! A catheter will also be placed into an artery in my wrist, which can be harder to do than placing a basic IV.  This test is to measure lung and heart function – According to the Mass General website it gives a “precise measurement of heart pumping function, blood vessel function and skeletal muscle function.”

So, until we know the results of all these tests, the surgery is post-poned.

Surgery?? Really???

I posted a while ago about the GI problems I have as a result of EDS and Mitochondrial Disease, in particular autonomic dysfunction associated with these diseases. Last month we had made the decision to go ahead and speak with a surgeon to get their take on my case. For a handful of years, I had tried nearly every medication out there, every combination of these medications possible, and even some alternative treatments and therapies available to me. Eventually all these medications, treatments, and therapies, stopped working, so off to the surgeon I went.

Going into the surgeon’s office I had a pretty good idea about what the plan would be. Being things as they were, it was looking like there is some decent nerve damage in the lower part of my digestive tract and knew that an ostomy was probably in my future. This is actually something that my doctors and I have talked about for a few years now. The first time it was mentioned I actually didn’t know much about ostomies and couldn’t believe that I would have to have one for the rest of my life. Not to mention that the first doctor to tell me this had an awful bedside manner and I often left his office in tears. Needless to say, I opted for a second opinion. While working with the GI Motility Specialist, we tried MANY different treatments like I mentioned before.

Smart Pill

Smart Pill

He sent me for a Smart Pill Study, which involves swallowing an electronic capsule that measures different things to discern the transit time of the different parts of the digestive system.  The Smart Pill showed that my small intestine was borderline slow, but my colon couldn’t be measured since the battery on the capsule only lasts 5 days. What does this mean? Well. It means that my colon doesn’t work.

A few more tests were run to get a better idea of what is actually going on, but I will spare you all the lovely details of those tests. The important part is that they confirmed everything we suspected.

Anyway, back to the surgeon, who is absolutely wonderful! I love her! If you are in the Boston area and in need if a GI Surgeon, let me know! So, I meet with the surgeon and discuss what’s going on and how I was aware that my only choice at the time would be an ostomy. I had spoken at great length to some amazing young women who have ostomies and/or who have been through the surgeries I may be about to go through. So, I have come to terms with the fact that this will be life long. Well, to my surprise, the surgeon said that it wasn’t my only choice! She said I was a perfect candidate for a J-Pouch, which means that my colon and rectum would be removed and a pouch would be made from the end of the small intestine and then attached to . I would have a temporary loop ileostomy while the pouch healed. Then after everything is all healed, I would undergo a second surgery to reverse the ileostomy and then start using my new plumbing. The surgery is all scheduled but may end up being postponed. As part of the pre-surgery testing and to be cleared for surgery, I needed to be seen by my cardiologist, who is also an autonomic dysfunction specialist. More on that in my next post…

To Be Continued….

The Flu… Ugh, The Flu…

The Flu is a nasty, nasty bug.  I thought that since I received a flu shot that I would be all set. Oh no! Not with this flu!


I’m just getting over the flu. I still have a nasty cough and my voice is really hoarse, but thankfully the fevers have calmed down and my chest doesn’t hurt so much. Man… this one was certainly a doozy. I started feeling sick about one and a half weeks ago. Started with an itchy throat and ears, then turned into a sore throat w/ fevers, which then turned into a sore throat, cough, chills, body aches, and really high fevers that sent me to the Emergency Room. Of course, I don’t own a thermometer so I don’t know how high the fever actually got, but the night I ended up in the ER, I couldn’t sleep because I was coughing so badly and was in a lot of pain from coughing so much. I actually think I subluxated a rib because I was coughing so hard, plus I felt a lot of pain. I was also having trouble breathing. About midnight, I decided to try my rescue inhaler to see if it would help me breathe easier, which it didn’t. I tried going to sleep, but couldn’t. I started to feel really feverish earlier that night and took some Tylenol before bed, but it didn’t seem to do much as I kept feeling more and more feverish. Around 3am I decided I should probably wake someone up to go to the ER. I ended up waking up my grandparents and we tried more Tylenol and ice on my forehead. An hour later, I still didn’t feel much better so we decided to head out. Thankfully, our town has a small satellite ER that’s good for these types of situations, and at 3:45am we were the only ones there.

I have to say, for a small town ER that many people complain about, I was taken really good care of. They sent me right in, and took my vitals immediately and took my information as we went along.  They also hooked me up with IV fluids and IV Toradal to try to get my fever down, it was 103*F when we got there, so who knows how high it actually was before I took the Tylenol an hour earlier.  My heart rate was up in the 130s while resting, which is really high, but my blood pressure was ok, higher than MY normal, but still pretty good.  They also gave me a breathing treatment hooked up to oxygen instead of the basic nebulizer and my oxygen was still only at 93% AFTER the breathing treatment, so I got connected to 2.5L of oxygen as well.  It was kind of scary to see how sick the flu can really make a person.  They were able to get my vitals stabilized and my oxygen got up to 97% (which is considered normal) and my fever made it down to 101*F and was instructed to keep taking Tylenol around the clock until the fevers stop. Oh, they also took a chest X-ray as the flu can cause pneumonia, and that’s something I want nothing to do with. Thankfully my lungs were clear! So now it’s been 5 days since the ER, and I started feeling sick about 5-6 days before that, and the flu typically lasts 7 days, so technically I should be over it by now. However, since when does my body with it’s crappy immune system do anything that’s “typical?” Haha! I’m just so glad I’m starting to finally feel better!

The Paralympics and the chronically sick and disabled, a press release.

This is an article written by Ron from Ron’s Rants about the need for the distinction between those that are “disabled” and those that are “chronically ill AND disabled.” It’s very well written and makes some really good points that I’ve been trying to convey myself to others. Please read the article and share it!!!


The Paralympics and the chronically sick and disabled, a press release..

30 Day Self-Esteem Challenge: Days Two

Day Two’s prompt was to pay a compliment to a stranger. The idea behind this one is to think about when we’ve been complimented even though we were feeling really bad and thinking that we must look just as bad, but someone had mentioned how pretty your hair looked, or how a certain color looked really good on you, etc. This makes me think back to my friend’s wedding a few months ago. Because of complications from my conditions, I’ve put on some undesired weight and have been feeling really uncomfortable about it. Not only that, I just don’t have the money to be buying new clothes, never mind a dress to wear to a wedding.  I have a dress that I wore to another friend’s wedding and at the time it had been a little big on me, so I decided to wear it even though I still felt really self-conscious.  I continued to feel self-conscious throughout the night, but what had made it easier was people telling me how good I looked, or how much someone like the way I had done my hair. It’s amazing how one little sentence can really perk up someone’s day.

I wasn’t even really thinking about the Challenge the other day, but I did say some nice things to many people at my boyfriend’s folk’s cookout. Just seeing their eyes light up and seeing them smile is so worth it. There is something nice to say about mostly everyone you know, or everyone you choose to hang around. It doesn’t take much to pay them a little compliment now and again.