It’s 1:11am…  I just finished a jewelry project that I am excited about! Whoot!!!  However, the overwhelming nausea and stomach pain is keeping the smile from coming to my face. Even though I really am happy about finishing a project, I can’t enjoy it because I feel like crap.  That’s how it’s been for me for years, except… now it’s all intensifying.  I can’t sleep because I have cold sweats, I’m nauseous, I’m in pain and there is nothing I can do about it.  Meds aren’t helping.  Is it sad I am actually looking forward to getting these tests done?