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Hello everyone! Today I had my appointment with my autonomic specialist to go over the results of all those test I had done last month! I absolutely love this doctor! He’s thorough and explains things really well.

My Level 3 cardiopulmonary stress test showed that I have low filling pressures and output. This means that when the heart fills with blood there’s supposed to be a certain amount of pressure to propel it out and to the rest of the body. My pressures are too low, and drop even lower (more than 60%) during exercise. This leads to low blood volume and causes all the symptoms. It’s consistent with veinous insufficiency. To try to treat this we are going to try really low doses of a few meds I’ve tried in the past (there’s only a handful of drugs out there to help this issue). The goal is to get to an effective therapeutic dose without causing any major side effects. We’re starting with a really low dose of Florinef, and will check in with the doctor in a week to see how things are going. If there isn’t much improvement we may try a super low dose of Mestinon, and the third drug to try is Midodrine. We have to be really careful because my Diastolic (bottom number) blood pressure is high whereas my Systolic (top number) is on the low-normal end. We don’t want to cause any hypertension.

The next thing is that my skin biopsy to look for small fiber neuropathy showed severe neuropathy. I’m in the <1% which means that my nerve fibers were barely detectable, which is really interesting since my last skin biopsy 3 years ago was normal. This absolutely suggests an autoimmune type autonomic disease. We’re going to do a second skin biopsy to test specifically for autoimmune reaction against the nerve fibers. If this is positive, which we are hoping for, I can start IVIG treatments to hopefully reverse the damage. My dr said that he has about 20 patients that present like I do and one in particular had improved so much that she is now able to be off of most of her meds! Granted, I will still be one a certain amount of medication because of the EDS related symptoms, but we’re hoping things will improve enough so that my GI motility improves and my energy levels improve so that I can start walking and being more active. I feel really hopeful about all this!


As promised, here’s the “Part 2” from the last post. But first, and update on the autonomic anomaly that I am.

I went to see my Cardiologist/Autonomic Rock Star and he actually shed some light one quite a bit.  He said there is some definite signs of small fiber neuropathy going on. The small nerve fibers are what is responsible for all those involuntary bodily functions like breathing, temperature, regulation, cardiovascular function, and digestion. Yep, digestion! To be fair, we figured that my digestion and motility issues were partly autonomic in nature. It usually is for us EDSers. The bigger question was what was going on with my autonomic nervous system in the first place. Dr. Autonomic Rock Star said that given my symptoms, the fact that I don’t seem to fit the typical/more common type of autonomic disorders, and that my symptoms came on relatively quickly compared to most autonomic disorders, he really thinks that what I may have going on is actually autoimmune in nature.

Autonomic Nervous System: Parasympathetic & Sympathetic

He said that if it turns out it is autoimmune, there are treatments available that could help relieve the symptoms, possibly even help improve my intestinal transit. So before I have surgery, he wants me to under go a series of tests. Some blood work to check for antibodies against the cardiovascular system and the digestive system, sweat test as autonomic disorders can cause issues with sweating properly, skin biopsy to look at the small nerve fibers, and something called a Level 3 Cardio-Pulmonary Test.

The blood work was done in the office, no biggie. The sweat test will be done at the same time as the Level 3, I think. The skin biopsy was last week, but is, and deserves, a whole other post of its own. The Level 3 will be this coming Tuesday, and I have to say, I’m a bit nervous about this one as it involves a catheter placed through the jugular vein and goes into the heart and lungs. Oh yea, and I have to be AWAKE for this! A catheter will also be placed into an artery in my wrist, which can be harder to do than placing a basic IV.  This test is to measure lung and heart function – According to the Mass General website it gives a “precise measurement of heart pumping function, blood vessel function and skeletal muscle function.”

So, until we know the results of all these tests, the surgery is post-poned.


I posted a while ago about the GI problems I have as a result of EDS and Mitochondrial Disease, in particular autonomic dysfunction associated with these diseases. Last month we had made the decision to go ahead and speak with a surgeon to get their take on my case. For a handful of years, I had tried nearly every medication out there, every combination of these medications possible, and even some alternative treatments and therapies available to me. Eventually all these medications, treatments, and therapies, stopped working, so off to the surgeon I went.

Going into the surgeon’s office I had a pretty good idea about what the plan would be. Being things as they were, it was looking like there is some decent nerve damage in the lower part of my digestive tract and knew that an ostomy was probably in my future. This is actually something that my doctors and I have talked about for a few years now. The first time it was mentioned I actually didn’t know much about ostomies and couldn’t believe that I would have to have one for the rest of my life. Not to mention that the first doctor to tell me this had an awful bedside manner and I often left his office in tears. Needless to say, I opted for a second opinion. While working with the GI Motility Specialist, we tried MANY different treatments like I mentioned before.

Smart Pill

Smart Pill

He sent me for a Smart Pill Study, which involves swallowing an electronic capsule that measures different things to discern the transit time of the different parts of the digestive system.  The Smart Pill showed that my small intestine was borderline slow, but my colon couldn’t be measured since the battery on the capsule only lasts 5 days. What does this mean? Well. It means that my colon doesn’t work.

A few more tests were run to get a better idea of what is actually going on, but I will spare you all the lovely details of those tests. The important part is that they confirmed everything we suspected.

Anyway, back to the surgeon, who is absolutely wonderful! I love her! If you are in the Boston area and in need if a GI Surgeon, let me know! So, I meet with the surgeon and discuss what’s going on and how I was aware that my only choice at the time would be an ostomy. I had spoken at great length to some amazing young women who have ostomies and/or who have been through the surgeries I may be about to go through. So, I have come to terms with the fact that this will be life long. Well, to my surprise, the surgeon said that it wasn’t my only choice! She said I was a perfect candidate for a J-Pouch, which means that my colon and rectum would be removed and a pouch would be made from the end of the small intestine and then attached to . I would have a temporary loop ileostomy while the pouch healed. Then after everything is all healed, I would undergo a second surgery to reverse the ileostomy and then start using my new plumbing. The surgery is all scheduled but may end up being postponed. As part of the pre-surgery testing and to be cleared for surgery, I needed to be seen by my cardiologist, who is also an autonomic dysfunction specialist. More on that in my next post…

To Be Continued….


On Thursday October 7th, me dear dear friend, Alexa Simmons, lost her battle with EDS and all that comes with it.  She was only 22 years old.  She had been in the hospital fighting off infections and contracted meningitis and shortly went septic.  She was doing great earlier in the week and was upbeat and positive like she always is, even on Thursday afternoon she was doing well.  Something happened that evening and she ended up going into cardiac arrest.  Her body couldn’t take it anymore and she passed away late Thursday night.

Along with EDS, Alexa also suffered from Autonomic Dysfunction, Chiari Malformation, Seizures, and was having blood clotting problems.  Her fight was a long and hard one.

Alexa was one of the strongest people I know.  She never complained, no matter how bad things got.  She was always upbeat and positive and had a smile on her face.  She was there for me when I was starting my journey in finding a diagnosis for myself.  She helped me through the roller coaster emotions that come when you finally get that diagnosis and understand what it entails.  We laughed together, we cried together.  I take solace in knowing that she is no longer suffering and no longer in pain.  I will miss her greatly and she will be in heart always.


I found this letter through a personal website of a woman fighting Gastroparesis and Digestive Tract Paralysis.  Two things I also struggle with among other things.  When I found this letter, I was struck by the honesty and truthfulness of it.  So many of us struggle daily with seemingly invisible chronic and painful conditions that many don’t understand.  How can they?  They don’t live with it, which is why awareness is so very important.  It’s also important for those who love us and care about us to understand some things about living with chronic illnesses.  Ricky Buchanan also thought about this and decided to construct this letter.  This letter has been spread around the internet by those of us living with “invisible” chronic illness because we desperately want those around us to have some insight.  It is not meant to be insulting, just informative.  Thank you, Ricky!

 

Having an invisible disability (ID) and/or invisible chronic illness (ICI) means that many things change. Just because you can’t see the changes doesn’t mean they aren’t real.

Most people don’t understand much about these disabilities/diseases and their effects, and of those that think they know, many are actually mis-informed. In the spirit of informing those who wish to understand …

… These are the things that I would like you to understand about me before you judge me…

Please understand that being disabled/sick doesn’t mean I’m not still a human being. I have to spend most of my day being very careful what I do, and if you visit I might not seem like much fun to be with, but I’m still me stuck inside this body. I still worry about school and work and my family and friends, and most of the time I’d still like to hear you talk about yours too.

Please understand the difference between “happy” and “healthy”. When you’ve got the flu you probably feel miserable with it, but I’ve been sick for years. I can’t be miserable all the time, in fact I work hard at not being miserable. So if you’re talking to me and I sound happy, it means I’m happy. That’s all. I may be tired. I may be in pain. I may be sicker that ever. Please, don’t say, “Oh, you’re sounding better!”. I am not sounding better, I am sounding happy. If you want to comment on that, you’re welcome

Please understand that being able to stand up for five minutes, doesn’t necessarily mean that I can stand up for ten minutes, or an hour. It’s quite likely that doing that five minutes has exhausted my resources and I’ll need to recover – imagine an athlete after a race. They couldn’t repeat that feat right away either.

Please repeat the above paragraph substituting, “sitting up”, “walking”, “thinking”, “being sociable” and so on … it applies to everything that I do.

Please understand that the effects of chronic illnesses and many disabilities are variable. It’s quite possible (for me, it’s common) that one day I am able to walk to the bathroom and back, while the next day I’ll have trouble sitting up. Please don’t attack me when I’m worse by saying, “But you did it before!”. If you want me to do something, ask if I can and I’ll tell you.

Similarly, my illness/disability may vary suddenly, meaning I may need to cancel an invitation at the last minute, if this happens please do not take it personally.

Please understand that “getting out and doing things” does not make me feel better, and can often make me worse. Chronic illnesses/disabilities may cause a secondary/reactive depression (wouldn’t you get depressed if you were stuck in bed 23 hours a day for years on end?) but they are not caused by depression. Telling me that I need some fresh air and exercise is not not correct and probably not appreciated – if I could possibly do it that, I would.

Please understand that if I say I have to sit down/lie down/take these pills now, that I do have to do it right now – it can’t be put off or forgotten just because I’m doing something else more exciting. Illnesses and disabilities do not forgive their victims easily.

Please understand that I can’t spend all of my energy trying to get well from my incurable chronic illness/disability. With a short-term illness like the flu, you can afford to put life on hold for a week or two while you get well. But an important part of having a chronic illness or disability is coming to the realization that you have to spend energy on having a life while you’re sick/disabled. This doesn’t mean I’m not trying to get better. It doesn’t mean I’ve given up. It’s just how life is when you’re dealing with a chronic illness/disability.

If you want to suggest a cure to me, please don’t. It’s not because I don’t appreciate the thought; and it’s not because I don’t want to get well. It’s because I have had almost every single one of my friends suggest one at one point or another. At first I tried them all, but then I realized that I was using up so much energy trying things that I was making myself sicker, not better. If there was something that cured, or even helped, all people with a certain illness or disability then we’d know about it. This is not a drug-company conspiracy, there is worldwide networking (both on and off the Internet) between people with similar and different chronic illnesses and disabilities, if something worked we would know about it.

If after reading that, you still want to suggest a cure, then do it if you must. Preferably in writing and accompanied by the scientific papers that prove it works. But don’t expect me to rush out and try it. I might not even reply. If I haven’t had it or something like it suggested before, and it sounds reasonable, I’ll probably take what you said and discuss it with my doctor.

Please understand that getting better from an illness can be very slow. And getting better from an invisible disability might not happen at all. People with chronic illnesses have so many systems in their bodies out of equilibrium, and functioning wrongly, that it may take a long time to sort everything out, if it ever happens.

I depend on you – people who are able-bodied – for many things.

But most importantly, I need you to understand me.


It’s 1:11am…  I just finished a jewelry project that I am excited about! Whoot!!!  However, the overwhelming nausea and stomach pain is keeping the smile from coming to my face. Even though I really am happy about finishing a project, I can’t enjoy it because I feel like crap.  That’s how it’s been for me for years, except… now it’s all intensifying.  I can’t sleep because I have cold sweats, I’m nauseous, I’m in pain and there is nothing I can do about it.  Meds aren’t helping.  Is it sad I am actually looking forward to getting these tests done?


… The person never gets back to you? Let’s recap.

This summer has been really tough health-wise, especially with my dysautonomia. These hot, muggy days are causing my blood pressure to drop and my heart rate sky rockets in order to compensate. I’ve been drinking lots of gatorade and trying to eat as much salt as I can, however, it’s not enough.

I have had some autonomic testing which showed that my nerves, themselves, aren’t damaged. This begs the question of the dysautonomia being caused by mixed chemical and hormonal signals in my body. I had more blood drawn to see the levels of a few hormones and neurotransmitters, which may tell if there is a problem with my adrenals (which is very common in people with autonomic dysfunction). It’s been almost 3 weeks and I haven’t gotten the results, which I asked for copies of three times, nor has my doctor returned ANY of my phonecalls about what to do next. He wrote a ‘script for Provigil for me to try, well, turns out that insurance won’t pay for it. Ok, that’s fine, but what are we going to do next? I am getting really frustrated with this situation and this was the doctor that was supposed to actually be able to help me. I don’t know if it’s the office’s lack of communication or what. What would you all do? I think I’m going to call my primary on monday to see what she has to say about it.